You might want to try believing in something bigger than yourself. It might cheer you up. 30 Days of Movies: Day 4- Favorite Drama

American Splendor (2003)

Another entry in the genre of “schlub cinema” is the story of Harvey Pekar. This movie could qualify as a comedy, I guess, but I find the humor is buried beneath layers of pain. Harvey’s marriage breaks-up; we laugh because he can’t ask her to stay because of his laryngitis. We laugh whenever Harvey is being curmudgeonly, which is often because, let’s be honest, that what we expected out Pekar. This movie is a portrait of a man who gets by doing what he loves, sharing stories of his life and his philosophies while working a job doing menial task. He truly is “our man.”

There are so many things about Harvey in this movie that I keep close to me as comfort that I’m not the only one like this: the way Harvey describes his obsession with collecting things (especially records), the way he wakes up out of a nightmare to the reassuring realization that he has job (“let’s face it, without a job, I wouldn’t know what to do”),  and his troubles with women brought on by his own insecurities (at least I recognize that it’s my insecurities, right?).

Part documentary, part dramatization, part love letter to the guys who punch in/punch out everyday and know there’s more to life than what’s been handed to them.

Terrence Malick (1973, 1978, 1998, 2005)

I won’t lie. I am not able to write about the work of Terrence Malick. It isn’t for lack of want. I can not express in words how his movies move me. It isn’t that they’re particularly enthralling dramatically or exciting. People find him boring and with good reason. His movies are long and quiet. Long shots of wheat fields and the light shining through trees while a voice over talks about “what is the meaning of it all?” or something like that. Not a lot happens and there are very little pyrotechnics, either in the acting or in the action. His movies don’t provide the easy narrative of most genre films. Motives are sometimes cloudy, hard to understand. The characters are not completely themselves: Martin Sheen’s Kit (Badlands) is a psychopath playing the role of a rebel without a cause in a real life lovers-on-the-lamb scenarioRichard Gere spends Days of Heaven pretending to be the brother of his lover. Even after 20 years away from the director’s chair, Malick returned to movies, still frustrating people’s expectations of what was acceptable  in a mainstream film. Thin Red Line is a war film more concerned with the effects of war on a man’s soul then a bullet on a man’s skull.  What kind of war film is that? Especially given that it was released shortly after Steven Spielberg’s Saving Private Ryan, which definitely provided the audience with everything it needed to have to “enjoy” a war film. Guts, heroes, and a feel good philosophy: one man can make a difference. Thin Red Line  instead straight up ask, “What difference can one make in all this madness?” A character is chastised for his unwillingness to sacrifice his men to the meat grinder of battle. Sure, we sympathize with him, because he is human like us and he understands that this is madness even if he can’t fathom it. In the end, though, he was wrong. A charge up the hill and, goddamnit, that hill was taken.

No. I can see why people don’t like Terrence Malick movies.

These things,though (the lack of “proper” storytelling, ambiguous characters, “deep” thoughts (or even just music) paired with images of the incidental beauty of the world just existing. I even like The New World enough to where I own both versions of it.

But, I can’t talk about his movies. I’ve read the books that dig deep into the philosophical aspects of Malick’s work. His interpretations of Kierkegaard and translations of Heidegger. There are better writers who can do a better job of describing what his work does than I can. I wish I could express to you the sights and sounds of a Terrence Malick, but this is what it is for me: It’s like being able to watch the universe expand while Explosions in the Sky plays. That’s the best I can do. Sorry.

Breaking the Waves (1996)

Where Terrence Malick shows the audience beauty in the minutiae of nature (a soft breeze caressing a blade of grass)  and vast expanses of nature (giant panoramic views of the yet unspoiled New World), von Trier gets in close to show us the broken spirit that resides in people. Dogville  was another great movie about seemingly good people becoming savages. There are no words to properly describe what happens to you while watching a Lar von Trier film. Assault might be a good word. After I saw this in the theater, I walked across the street to the record store I worked at. A coworker named Tim saw me walk in, dropped what he was doing, and rushed over to me. This was the conversation that followed:

Tim: “Oh my God, are you okay?”

Me: “Huh? Uhhhhh….yeah? Why?”

Tim: “I don’t know, man. You look like someone shot your dog. Like you were in an accident or something.”

Me: “Ooooohhhhh, *nervous laugh* nah no no….I just watched Breaking the Waves and, fuck, man, that movie was…like two hours of a fire and brimstone enema.”

Tim: “Whoa. That’s all, just a movie? God, you looked horrified. So it was bad?”

Me: “Oh no, it was great, you should see it.”

This movie is equally beautiful to look at, like something out the ’70s art house/independent era, but the people are grotesques. Emily Watson’s performance here is the benchmark by which I hold most actors in serious roles. It is explosive, tragic, and heartbreaking. The scenes where she talks to God (and God talks back?) are uncomfortable in how they bring to question if this woman (our protagonist, our heroine) is in her right mind or if maybe there is something divine in her. She is Christ-figure: a lamb who must suffer the wrath of the church and the world around her out of love and will suffer ’til death because it is the will of God that it happens to her. This movie is still a gut-wrencher and has the distinct title (privilege?) of being a movie I never want to watch again, but will always love for the experience.

All our heroes will die, eventually.

When I was, oooohhhh I don’t know…it was 1991 (or ’92), so I was 14 or 15 years old, I went to my very first rock concert. First concert that I wasn’t dragged to. First time I saw a show coming to town and said, “I want to to see that band play!” It was Living Colour at (what was then called) the Universal Amphitheater. We sat in the balcony, fairly centered. It was me, my bass instructor (who got a kick out of it) and some other dude (a friend of mine at the time…we’ll call him “Travis” because I’m pretty sure his name had a “t” in it). The opening band was Primus, out supporting Frizzle Fry and damn they were weird. Living Colour was good. Just like the videos I’d seen. Pretty rockin’.

Here’s the point: Living Colour broke into a cover of Tracy Chapman’s “Talking ’bout a Revolution” and Corey Glover said something that I thought sounded so cool: “The Revolution will not be televised.” A couple of days later, I read the review of the show in the L.A. Times, and that was the first time I became aware of the name Gil Scott-Heron. That name would stick with me as I became more aware of the injustices in our society and the inequalities around me.

A powerful writer and speaker, he will always be remembered best by the world for his talk of revolution. I will always remember him best for the ride I took in my friend Richard’s car one summer evening as we ventured into Hollywood to see some band or another play. “Whitey on the Moon” played through the speakers and I felt the frustration in my soul.

I hadn’t followed Scott-Heron’s work faithfully and would say that I had only given his work a cursory listen. There are people, however, whose being provides comfort. Knowing that there was someone like Scott-Heron standing up and speaking for many people who couldn’t…”who will pay reparations on my soul?”…such a clear voice…so powerful…

never to speak again…but we have the records and we can still be touched by them.

I’m sorry, there was a bigger point here. This article is a beautifully written remembrance of Mr. Scott-Heron that made me a little teary eyed. Yes, I can be human sometimes.

This article made me remember another touching remembrance written when the great Harvey Pekar passed away. Harvey was a hero. An inspiration. His passing made my heart ache. This article was written by someone who was touched by Pekar’s work and had actually had the opportunity to meet and work with “our man.”

People like Gil Scott-Heron share their worldview with us and, if we let them, can alter our way of thinking forever. And even though the voices of these people, these heroes, become silent, they will never die out as long as we keep their words alive.